My prom dress came in at the store today! Im really hoping it fits and if it doesn't...well then Im screwed. Aside from that prom got me thinking about alot of things as in a date. Actually it was Demetrius who called me and got to talking about a prom date because he needed more people in his limo n such. He asked me who I had in mind about who I wanted to go with unwittingly knowing I was thinking about him, but he is already going with my real close friend Brooke and Im like shit! as if I didn't know already. (He is in love with this girl). I talked to Brooke about it. It was like a real awkward situation at Model Congress. I just confronted her about it in our hotel room bathroom and yeah...nothing i could quite do about that situation. I don't blame Brooke at all though just that now I've ran out of options. I really wanna go to prom with a date. Someone nice that I know and my dad would approve of. I don't wanna go with some chump with a 1.0 GPA who considers smoking weed to be a recreational sport. UGH things get so tough. I mean when it came to Demetrius I wanted alil more than just prom...I was thinking about going out with him but that got nixxed.
*sigh*
Then I got to thinking about my ex, Jason. Man I really screwed up in 8th grade. Did a lot of stupid things. A lot of things I didn't get to say like "I love you". Things I didn't get to do like be cuddled up in his arms. And its kinda sad because he is the last person whom I remember being happy with. After that ya know I felt like I couldn't open up or trust anyone anymore. Long story short - haters who I thought were my friends ended tearing us aprt and I kinda fucked it up by lying to him about the whole situation. I know that must have tore him up...
oh man this is too frustrating to even write about.
Broken Heart: Past & Present
UGH WTF IS WRONG WITH OUR JUDICIAL SYSTEM!?
Hey guys. Im just sitting here watching the news and tell me why some 24 year old pig in Philadelphia robbed and beat down an 81 year old great-grandmother until the point where her jaw was broken and now she doesn't even have the courage to go back and live in her own home that she has been in for more than 50 years. That is such a God damn shame! HOW LOW CAN YOU GET. Now things like this isn't so unusual in Philly I'll be honest. But this guy must have been arrested and sent to jail like 20 times. TALK ABOUT A HABITUAL OFFENDER. Why the hell do people like that get to roam the streets...man it makes me so mad.
Our justice system is just a big SNAFU. What we need to do with these filthy criminals is instead of sending our young men and women to the Middle East to loose their lives due to a flippin suicide bomb, send some of those criminals who've committed crimes like drug possession and gun possession and other assorted crimes (not rapists and pedophiles of course) to Iraq and let them follow the military code of conduct and serve their country in a tour in Iraq or Afghanistan. Let them rehabilitate themselves there! We spend so much damn many on keeping criminals in prison. Get some of these people off of our streets and allow them to rehabilitate themself there. Would you rather do 15 years for armed robbery in a jail where they rape you or get military training and serve this country for 1 year in Iraq.
I know it sounds odd and Iraq is not meant as a punishment for these criminals even though they deserve it but still...our tax monies need to be put to good use.
Crunch Time!
Wassup world its Sway! sike...its just me, Antoinette. I got so much flippin work to do! >___<. Marking period ends Thursday and I gotta read a whole book. The Jungle. A classic. Gotta do some make up work and some regular work. A Phyics project. The Egg Drop. A classic. Wasn't my last post on procrastination? Odd huh? Well while I was gone I did a project which I got an A on and played some Lacrosse games.