WTF

Just when you think everything is going your way, everything has to get all fudged up. Ever have one of those moments. That you find the perfect prom dress but it doesn't fit and there is only 2 more months to the prom kinda moment? That you can't just go back out and get another dress because you can only fit in plus-size moment?! I guess YOU probably didn't have to go through that but I do. Now doesn't that suck?!

Prom is supposed to be my moment. The night where I will shine like I always wanted to. I'm not an ugly girl make no mistake but being my size its like guys just smile at your face and keep moving. Why cant I be appreciated in my entirety!? Well its not the guys Im worried about, its me. I just wanna feel beautiful for once in my life. JUST ONCE. That's all I ask. The main attraction. The focus of all the attention. Just once...

But No.

The flippin prom company doesn't have my size so now I gotta get it a size smaller. I don't mind working hard but my boobs aren't getting any smaller and my ass definately isn't going anywhere. The waist I can manage but I just wanna be comfortable in my own skin. I don't mind working hard to fit into a dress. Its no biggie. But not where I gotta crash diet and suck my gut in everytime slipping a few breaths of air here and there. *sigh*

Ill get over it though.

Now all I need is a new date...don't get me started on THAT situation. Payce.